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my purpose? because i am
Saturday, Mar. 23, 2002, 11:26 p.m.

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in the grand scheme of things, what does a simply incident mean? what worth should i give it? is a thing really just a thing, or is it a symbol of something much more?

she was playing. that is all. just playing. not symbolically leaving me. not afraid of me. she is being who she is at this particular time. instinctual. that is her. and as for the other concerns, i know how to find out about them. it is not me, nor is it a sign.

and if I could only believe that right now.

do you know how few vampires have the stamina for immortality? how quickly they perish of their own will. (IWTV).

She told me that the daily rituals of bathing, of caring for the self....mirror the daily rituals of the sun rising and the tide ebbing. The purpose? because it does. my purpose?

because i am.

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